ONE DAY YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF IN A SITUATION YOU FEEL IS OUT OF YOUR CONTROL. YOU MAY FEEL YOU ARE IN THAT SITUATION NOW. ONE DAY YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF IN A SITUATION IN WHICH YOU FEEL YOU HAVE COMPLETE CONTROL. YOU MAY FEEL YOU ARE IN THAT SITUATION NOW. YOU MAY, ONE DAY, WAKE UP AND SAY TO YOURSELF," HEY! I HAD COMPLETE CONTROL OF THAT SITUATION!" OR SAY TO YOURSELF," I NEVER REALIZED HOW POWERLESS I ACTUALLY AM." YOU MAY FEEL YOU ARE IN A SITUATION, IN WHICH NOTHING YOU DO WILL AFFECT THE OUTCOME OF THAT SITUATION. OR PERHAPS EVERYTHING EVERYBODY DOES AFFECTS THE OUTCOME OF EVERY SITUATION IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. YOU MAY ONE DAY LOOK BACK UPON YOUR LIFE AND REFLECT UPON THE SITUATIONS THAT YOU ONCE THOUGHT WERE UNIMPORTANT OR INSIGNIFICANT, AND TREATED AS SUCH; YOU MAY THINK TO YOURSELF,”WOW, THAT REALLY WAS AN IMPORTANT MILESTONE IN MY LIFE."YOU MAY ONE DAY LOOK BACK AT YOUR LIFE, REFLECTING UPON THOSE SITUATIONS THAT YOU THOUGHT THE VERY WORLD REVOLVED AROUND; YOU MAY THINK, ON THAT DAY," HEY, THAT REALLY WAS TRIVIAL, PERHAPS EVEN MEANINGLESS."YOU MAY FEEL ONE DAY, OR EVEN NOW, THAT YOU HAVE IT ALL IN THE PALM OF YOUR HANDS. YOU MAY LOOK BACK UPON THOSE TIMES AND REALIZE, YOU HAD NOTHING. YOU MAY FEEL ONE DAY IN THE FUTURE, PERHAPS EVEN NOW, ALL IS LOST, THAT YOU HAVE NOTHING, AND WILL CONTINUE TO HAVE NOTHING; YOU MAY COME TO FIND ONE DAY THAT YOU ACTUALLY HAD IT ALL, AND YOU LET IT ALL GO, FOR LACK OF REALIZATION. ONE DAY, YOU MAY COME TO REALIZE THAT ALL THE ANSWERS YOU HAD BEEN PURSUING, YOU ALREADY HAD, AND HAD WASTED MUCH TIME IN A FUTILE PURSUIT. YOU ONE DAY COME TO REALIZE, AlL THE ANSWERS YOU THOUGHT CERTAIN THAT YOU POSSESSED, WERE MEANINGLESS AND NOT VERY HELPFUL FIT ALL. YOU MIGHT THINK THAT NO ONE WILL EVER NOTICE, ONLY LATER TO FIND YOU ARE IN CONTINUAL OBSERVATION. YOU MAY THINK THAT THE WORLD IS WATCHING YOUR EVERY MOVE, ONLY TO DISCOVER LATER, THE INSIGNIFICANCE OF IT ALL. YOU MAY FEEL ONE DAY THAT THE TRUTHS YOU THOUGHT WERE ABSOLUTE WERE ACTUALLY EVOLVING AND HAD SLIPPED THROUGH YOUR HANDS. YOU MAY, ONE DAY, REALIZE THAT ALL THE TRUTHS YOU THOUGHT WERE EVOLVING, HAD NEVER ACTUALLY CHANGED AT ALL. YOU MAY THINK, ONE DAY OR EVEN NOW, THAT THE WORLD IS AN UNFAIR PLACE, TO YOUR DISADVANTAGE. SOMEDAY YOU MAY SEE THIS UNFAIRNESS WAS ACTUALLY TO YOUR GREAT ADVANTAGE. ONE DAY YOU MAY AWAKEN, ONLY TO REALIZE THAT YOUR DIVINE CALLING, WAS ONLY A SELFISH FULFILLMENT OF YOUR OWN WILL.
ONE DAY YOU MAY DENY WHAT SEEMS TO BE THE SELFISH FULFILLMENT OF YOUR OWN WILL ONLY TO LATER REALIZE THAT WAS YOUR DIVINE CALLING. YOU MAY ONE DAY AWAKEN TO FIND THAT THOSE PEOPLE YOU FELT HAD LOVED YOU MOST, HAD ABANDON YOU IN YOUR MOST DESPERATE HOUR. YOU MAY ONE DAY FIND IN YOUR MOST DESPERATE HOURS THAT THE PEOPLE YOU THOUGHT NEVER REALLY CARED ALL THAT MUCH, BECOMING YOUR BEST AND ONLY ALLIES AND HAD REALLY BEEN THERE ALL THE TIME. SOMEDAY YOU MIGHT LOOK BACK ON ALL OF THIS AND LAUGH. MAYBE NOT. ONE DAY YOU MAY FEEL THAT YOU ARE GETTING A REALLY GOOD DEAL, ONLY TO REALIZE LATER THAT THE BEST DEAL WOULD HAVE BEEN TO PASSTHE DEAL UP. YOU MAY FEEL THAT THOSE AROUND YOU HAVE NO AFFECT ON YOU, AND THAT YOU HAVE NO AFFECT ON THEM. YOU MAY LATER FEEL THE RIPPLING EFFECT; YOU HAD ON EACH OTHER’S LIVES. YOU MAY FEEL AS THOUGH TECHNOLOGY HAD BROUGHT WORLDS, THAT HAD ALWAYS BEEN A DREAM AWAY, INTO YOUR GRASP. YOU MAY FEEL THE WEIGHT OF THOSE WORLDS IS CRUSHING IN ON YOUR DREAMS. YOU MAY ONE DAY FIND YOURSELF UNABLE TO RECALL THE FACTS OF SOME DISTANT BOOK, CLASS, OR TELEVISION SHOW; OR YOU MAY ONE DAY FIND YOURSELF SPOUTING USELESS INFORMATION FROM ALL THE BOOKS, CLASSES, AND TELEVISION SHOWS YOU HAD EVER TAKEN IN. YOU MAY ONE DAY FEEL THAT ALL THE THINGS THAT HAD DISTRACTED YOU FROM LIVING YOUR LIFE, ACTUALLY WERE YOUR LIFE. YOU MAY ONE FEEL THAT THE DISTRACTIONS, WERE MORE IMPORTANT THAN WHAT YOU ONCE CONSIDERED REAL LIFE. YOU MAY ONE DAY FIND THAT THOSE THINGS YOU ONCE CONSIDERED SILLY WERE ACTUALLY VALUABLE ASSETS. YOU MAY EVENTUALLY FIND THAT THOSE THINGS YOU VALUED SO HIGHLY AS ASSETS, WERE ACTUALLY VERY SILLY, FUTILE PURSUITS.